consistency

I had a great weekend - I truly connected with my wife on all levels, I was very happy, very productive...it was wonderful. I have an understanding (finally) that I can't rest in the happy moment though...recovering from abuse and the resulting psychology makes me think of an alcoholic that doesn't drink for a weekend - the fight continues after the weekend. I'm very blessed and happy that I finally have the cognitive recognition that this isn't just about getting a happy moment and then letting life run in the status quo...I really do know that I have to fight and heal every single day...and I'm actually energized about this journey.